The fear that engulfs your body when you take the first step into the unknown.
The end of one journey, and the beginning of another.
The realization that life as we know it is over, and we must move on.
The lost sense of control.
The trust you put into someone you barely know.
The empty pit you feel in the bottom of your stomach.
The Idea that in the end it will all be okay.
Today, all these things Ran through my mind and I literally had to catch my breath as I realized that a year ago when I thought life was changing more then I could handle, That was only preparing me for what was coming at this time. And I will be honest, I don't think I am ready. The events of the past year seem childish as to what I am facing head on right now, but I can't turn back. And I hope that soon, These too will seem childish.
